ladymacmeth

THE NEW DISEASE CAME. I LEARN THAT TIME DOES NOT HEAL. EVERYTHING GETS WORSE WITH DAYS. I HAVE SPOTS LIKE A DOG. I COUGH AND CANNOT TURN MY HEAD. I CONSIDER SLEEPING WITH PEOPLE I DO NOT LIKE. I NEED TO LIE BACK TO FRONT WITH SOMEONE WHO ADORES ME. I WILL THINK MORE BEFORE I CANNOT. I LOVE MY MIND WHEN IT IS FUCKING THE CRACKS OF EVENTS. I WANT TO TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW IN CASE IT IS OF USE. I WANT TO GO TO THE FUTURE PLEASE.

—Jenny Holzer

lil-ith

Anonymous asked:

How the hell do I bring up the fact that when we're in bed together I fight the urge to cry? That I feel cheap after he touches me? This is out second attempt at being together and I feel like he is a total stranger. We jumped right in this go around

lil-ith answered:

He is not right for you. No man should make you feel that way. Female intuition is very strong, and it sounds like its screaming at you to leave, but you don’t want to accept that. I know its hard, but listen to yourself. Chances are you already know the answer. I know you probably dont like it but you need to think of your own happiness. There are other men out there for you darling